jUST ANOTHER BORiNG SATURDAy....
WONDERiNG WHAT iM GOiNG TO DO TODAy.. MAyBE TAkE MONkEy TO THE PARk???
i DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHAT WE DiD LAST SATURDAy.. DAMN MEMORy.
My BABy iS MOViNG =) iM SUUUPER EXCiTED!! jUST THiNkiNG ABOUT TAkiNG HER HOME.
i CANT WAiT TiLL WE SEE HER LiTTLE FACE =)
UGH iM STiLL SAD ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. WONDERiNG HOW THiNGS WOULDVE BEEN. BUT i BELiEVE THAT THiNGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON..i MEAN i WOULDNT HAVE GONE TO SCHOOL...REALLy. i WASNT PLANNiNG ON GOiNG TO SCHOOL. i DiDNT HAVE THE ENERGy FOR iT. i DiDNT THiNk i COULD DO iT.
BUT AFTER THAT, i DECiDED, WHy NOT?? i MEAN WHAT AM i GONNA DO FOR THE NEXT yEAR? jUST BE A STAy AT HOME MOM?? NO. i DiDNT WANT TO LET THAT HAPPEN. i MEAN, SURE i LOVE BEiNG A MOM, BUT i ALSO WANTED TO HAVE A CAREER. BE ABLE TO PROVIDE FOR My SON iF ANyTHiNG EVER HAPPENS BETWEEN US.. ANyWAy LOOk AT ME NOW =) 9 MONTHS FLEW By SO QUiCk. && NOW iM jUST WAiTiNG TO START My EXTERNSHiP && THEN iTS GRADUATiON DAy. ALTHOUGH i WiLL BE FULL BLOWN PREGNANT By THEN!! BUT AS LONG AS i MADE iT =)
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